I Speak…Through poetry!!!











{July 20, 2008}   Desperate

when you feel all alone

you walk with your heart torn

when your tears flow on your cheek

your sadness is at the peak

no one seems to feel

or even care to heel

you are broken inside

everyone pretends to be blind

no one thinks of coming close

or considers to propose

and if they did it wont be true

you need some help to pass through

people stab you in the back

your heart starts to crack

you cant find a way

you just pray and pray

nothing is there to enjoy

you lost all senses of joy

no one is there to back you up

you are really fed up

with all the let downs

people hiding their frowns

things are getting out of control

you cant go on with your role

they say life is a play

you find no script to say

no one to lighten up your way

you live and stray

you feel so lost

you paid such a high cost

for giving people you trust

who gave you a cruel thrust

you have a deep feeling of regret

you dont believe you deserve what you get

you feel so low

time seems to run although its slow

at night when its cold

you remember how bad you were sold

your memories you fold

you cry alone in your bed

you feel all good feelings are dead

you feel a failure so deep

its hard to sleep

you regret your mistake

people dont give they just take

you are sick of people who smile and dont mean it

they think you dont but you really feel it

you life seems to fade

you feel u a something to trade

you feel inside so sad

yet you cant show how bad

you feel inside so hollow

you think of what happened and cant follow

your heart is broken

you have already fallen

but there is no key

that will set you free

so i know now you are pale

but you gotta live to tell the tale

so dont give up hope

its your rope

to pull you up

and give all this a stop



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