if only i could fly

just up so high

touch the blue sky

this feeling i get

whenever i cry

when i have so many things to let

and a feeling i would rather die

then the whole world seems to be set

for me to fly

just away

while am spreading my wings

earth seems to sing

seems so small

and also so far

i cant hear its call

so all the problems of mine

seems to go away

and all the clouds getting out of my way

to help me fly away

and the strong mighty wind

seems to be my wind

helping me drift

giving me the gift

of beautiful freedom

so better life…here i come

birds come at my side

take me for a ride

then say good bye

they drop me to my bed

down on the ground

i hit my head

and hope no one heard the sound

i say thank you all

but get no reply

but after all

am pretty certain i can fly

………………………

years go by as if they fly

how many of them did really pass by

1,2,3 count ,,,, then sigh

sometimes i even start to cry

I remember,I recall

all the memories that wont fall

remeber all the dreams

us being young teens

memories of something lost

what do you miss most

the walks? talks? or the fights with your folks

i miss those years

remember the good bye tears

now seeing you again

remembering all thing i thought were long gone

forgot how i can have some innocent fun

now seeing you again

seeing those eyes

they grow some wrinkles

but still shine like twinkles

wrinkles are signs that days

have their own sign

nothing stays the same

but you r so like wine

the older you get you become less lame

i missed you

i missed our old years

and cant stop all those tears

its a certainly coming day

even though wants a delay

everyone tries to deny

but sure they are all gonna die

the souls will go up and fly

they say to earth a final goodbye

your very own body they tie

body in dirt ,soul in sky

no need to lie

the angel is soon coming by

and you will let out the last sigh

and the soul is high

but your body turns to silence

your soul struggels in violence

after you are in dirt

nothin no more is gonna hurt

you might be next

your time is already fixed

written in atext

start preparing

start caring

think of this day

its one way

nothing more to say

you are dieng

start caring

ITS HERE MY LEAVING DAY

AND WITH SUNS FIRST RAY

AM GOING AWAY

GOOD BYES I WILL SAY

ILL GO TO MY OWN WAY

SOME PLACE SO FAR AWAY

ITS HERE MY LEAVING DAY

AM GONNA SAY GOOD BYE AGAIN

AND WHEN I FOUND SOME FRENDS TO GAIN

I JUST LOST ALL OF THEM AGAIN

I STOPPED FEELING THE PAIN

IT DRIVES ME INSANE

AND UNDER THE POURING RAIN

BECAUSE ITS HERE MY LEAVING DAY

AND THATS MY DESTINY

TO KEEP LEAVING,LEAPING

NEVER FRIENDS KEEPING

GOOD BYE EVERYONE

I CANT BELIEVE IT YET

BUT EVERYTHING WAS SET

FOR MY LEAVING DAY

ITS HERE MY LEAVING DAY

GOOD BYES HURT

TEARS BURST

AM GONNA MISS YOU ALL

THROUGH MY RISE AND THROUGH MY FALL

IF IT WAS UP TO ME

LEAVING

IS SOMETHING I WONT EVER CHOOSE TO DO

AND SO I GO

GOOD BYE EVERYONE

GOOD BYE

why are things always mesed up at the end

why cant i keep a friend

a friend that accepts me the way i am

and climbs over that high dam

they all want me to change

as if am something strange

they all tried but n one could

change my way of thinking coz i know its good

what keeps driving me crazy

it isnot that easy

do they think am bad

that why most of the tmes am sad

it drives them all mad

a best friend only once i had

and with a tough good bye

nothing will help even if i cry

but i wont lose faith and i will always try

i am sorry but i cant

be what u want me to be

or maybe i dont want

i want you to leave me free

this is how i feel

does any one really care

all i need is a friend to heel

doesnt staying without one sound unfair

no one cares about me

if am in pain just let me be

i miss what we used to do

to make such bad feelings go

now i just feel so unable

so unstable

so all alone

i face it all on my own

feeling lonely

and just so lonely

and the thing that hurts so much

is having no one by my side

no one through the low tide

no one to get my ups and downs

my laughs and frowns

no one to see my smile is fake

and be ready to see what it takes

to bring the real one back

and help me take off this smiling mask

i want some friends

kind who help me to feel the magic

even when everything is so tragic

when you feel all alone

you walk with your heart torn

when your tears flow on your cheek

your sadness is at the peak

no one seems to feel

or even care to heel

you are broken inside

everyone pretends to be blind

no one thinks of coming close

or considers to propose

and if they did it wont be true

you need some help to pass through

people stab you in the back

your heart starts to crack

you cant find a way

you just pray and pray

nothing is there to enjoy

you lost all senses of joy

no one is there to back you up

you are really fed up

with all the let downs

people hiding their frowns

things are getting out of control

you cant go on with your role

they say life is a play

you find no script to say

no one to lighten up your way

you live and stray

you feel so lost

you paid such a high cost

for giving people you trust

who gave you a cruel thrust

you have a deep feeling of regret

you dont believe you deserve what you get

you feel so low

time seems to run although its slow

at night when its cold

you remember how bad you were sold

your memories you fold

you cry alone in your bed

you feel all good feelings are dead

you feel a failure so deep

its hard to sleep

you regret your mistake

people dont give they just take

you are sick of people who smile and dont mean it

they think you dont but you really feel it

you life seems to fade

you feel u a something to trade

you feel inside so sad

yet you cant show how bad

you feel inside so hollow

you think of what happened and cant follow

your heart is broken

you have already fallen

but there is no key

that will set you free

so i know now you are pale

but you gotta live to tell the tale

so dont give up hope

its your rope

to pull you up

and give all this a stop